Sunday, May 1, 2011

SAD!

So how do deal with the passing of the woman who was a better mom than the woman who gave you birth? I dont know but when i heard her bio son tell me she was gonna call to be taken home I totally lost it! Its hard but I know need to be the rock for the bio family. Who happens to be as close as my blood family. How do you deal with something like this? How do you go on? why did she have to go under your hands, why couldnt she go in her sleep? I dunno, I guess 1 day at a time. Maybe soon I'll be able look back and smile as I recall her life, just not right now. So if anyone has any words that can help I would appreciate them, but dunno if they can. Anyway if anyone wants to comment then please do so cause I need all the encouragement I can get.